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[taratemima]

My job interview got cancelled and open house at a museum was interrupted by tutoring. I am spending today sending resumes to different places, and figuring out which jobs to apply for at BU, MIT, and my soon to be alma mater. I have a definate plan for the next five or so years, it is just I am not sure if it is what I really want. I thought I was going to be a successful novelist, dammit. Now, I am wondering if I am going to work at my old co-op or my current part-time job (yuck). The different positions at a university, non-faculty I mean, are just dizzying. *Focus, focus, go for the psychology/language related things first, then the neuroscience, then the literature . . .*

I also have to prepare for two papers for the seminar classes. The process of research and setting up a small trial group are intimidating ideas, but I know I'll be fine once I get going. I just feel pulled in every direction. Maybe if my loan comes through, I can afford to take time off from work and get everything done.

Now, I am on PSYLIT for one paper and will find the number for the Art and Architecture department for the other paper. Whee.