- Mon, 21:39: When I think of abandoning projects, I feel weak and frightened, like I imagine a patient feels after chemotherapy
- Mon, 21:40: Yet they crowd my room, take up CPU, and stuff my closet
- Mon, 21:42: Maybe if I finish something, I think, I will get noticed, pay off part of my debts, have an identity.
- Mon, 21:44: it may be time to admit no role's waiting for me, that my plans go unnoticed either way, and no one pays for anything if they can help it