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[taratemima]

So, I am late for work and waiting for the bus. I am wondering what next, what to entertain myself with until I hear the familiar roar. Yesterday was a bummer, with short questions interspersed with customers who are just not getting it, even when the call is escalated to the unit manager. I tend to hate those because I feel that I failed in explaining to the customer what is going on and I resent myself and them for still being confused/angry/alarmed. Oh well, after the credit card bill is paid up, I just have to worry about sending payment to Sallie Mae.

I just know I feel tired, and the only thing motivating me is going to pick up my paycheck and buying a few more folders. Getting that organization project out of the way will feel real good. Getting the last three songs done will feel real good. Writing somethings will feel real good too. If I can go for the things I will feel good about later than distracting myself with things that feel good now. I almost don't want to go to work today, with all the things I want to get done after.