Strange attractors

[taratemima]

I am looking at websites for a certain fairly popular band that I am embarrassed about liking, and feeling a weird attraction to slash written about two of the members. Somehow, however, I am thinking of writing fanfic about a reluctant fan of this band, going through her journey of discovery thanks to younger fans and a night out before and after a concert. I am reading recommended fanfic (because really, why waste time reading crap?). I am wondering what the 40th poem for this chapbook will be. I smell like dust, roses and Off. I finished packing my own stuff. I am up way too late.