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Nov. 7th, 2002 10:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
taratemimaI spent the morning angry at the world.
Maybe it is best that I avoided writer's group since the head is what I call a khaki conservative (as opposed to deep brown--see, someone talked about 'pale Greens' and 'deep Greens,' relative moderates and radicals respectively, and I decided to apply that to other distinctions within ideologies). I just don't want to sour the atmosphere by telling him what I really think. I don't think he would appreciate the humor in me calling 2002 "America Gets Stockholm Syndrome." Plus, I haven't written crap. That just adds my loathing of self.
I spent the afternoon feeling out of place, stuck in a rut and with nothing to say at the same time.
I spent the evening eating an actual dinner.
I got more to do.
I have an appointment with Mass Rehab next week, coffee with Soferet Saturday. I still have to get stamps, make appointments with a nutritionist and for a referral for a psychologist. Maybe I will see CoS, but I have to consider rent, utilities, credit card, then student loans. I have to make my lunch, but I have only peanut butter-jelly sandwiches, and I had enough of them my first two weeks of class. When the fuck am I going to focus on groceries?
Maybe it is best that I avoided writer's group since the head is what I call a khaki conservative (as opposed to deep brown--see, someone talked about 'pale Greens' and 'deep Greens,' relative moderates and radicals respectively, and I decided to apply that to other distinctions within ideologies). I just don't want to sour the atmosphere by telling him what I really think. I don't think he would appreciate the humor in me calling 2002 "America Gets Stockholm Syndrome." Plus, I haven't written crap. That just adds my loathing of self.
I spent the afternoon feeling out of place, stuck in a rut and with nothing to say at the same time.
I spent the evening eating an actual dinner.
I got more to do.
I have an appointment with Mass Rehab next week, coffee with Soferet Saturday. I still have to get stamps, make appointments with a nutritionist and for a referral for a psychologist. Maybe I will see CoS, but I have to consider rent, utilities, credit card, then student loans. I have to make my lunch, but I have only peanut butter-jelly sandwiches, and I had enough of them my first two weeks of class. When the fuck am I going to focus on groceries?
