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taratemimaSo I have this list of things to do. You don't have to read them.
Get new eyeglasses
Fix my teeth
Travel to Baltimore and Chicago, maybe Los Angeles
Wrap Les Clowns de la Mort stories (I have four more planned, leading up to the liberation of Paris. I am dithering on whether to kill people off).
Wrap the novel, have some people read it, if not published.
Revise comic book script, get illustrator, get a website
Take regular exercise classes
Get some help with my depression (I rather take the ups and downs rather than focusing on the downs, especially since there are prolly going to be so many downs).
Be more tolerant with and kinder to family.
Actually do more work on this conversion thing, but first find way to tell mother and grandmother.
Read more about the rest of the world, since I am not going to be able to actually see it.
Learn some bits of other languages.
Dance more.
Find rough voice demo I did, add other songs, make copies. Maybe have an actual performance in front of people I know. I am keeping it to one, however. :)
To do now:
Write first part of the third Les Clowns de la Mort story ("Auslander Lied")
Finish Irish emotion words and find French emotion words.
Type written parts of the novel chapter, continue to next chapter.
Write some short stories about scary situations.
This is usually not something people do when war happens. They buy duct tape and plastic sheet, guns and bomb shelters, scotch and chocolate. They watch the news, cry, go on talk radio (or blogs).
But, somehow, I had this idea that I must do something with all people have said I have. For a long time, I didn't believe them. I guess I still wonder if I am good enough, I still wonder if this is worth it.
Now to do them before it is all over.
Get new eyeglasses
Fix my teeth
Travel to Baltimore and Chicago, maybe Los Angeles
Wrap Les Clowns de la Mort stories (I have four more planned, leading up to the liberation of Paris. I am dithering on whether to kill people off).
Wrap the novel, have some people read it, if not published.
Revise comic book script, get illustrator, get a website
Take regular exercise classes
Get some help with my depression (I rather take the ups and downs rather than focusing on the downs, especially since there are prolly going to be so many downs).
Be more tolerant with and kinder to family.
Actually do more work on this conversion thing, but first find way to tell mother and grandmother.
Read more about the rest of the world, since I am not going to be able to actually see it.
Learn some bits of other languages.
Dance more.
Find rough voice demo I did, add other songs, make copies. Maybe have an actual performance in front of people I know. I am keeping it to one, however. :)
To do now:
Write first part of the third Les Clowns de la Mort story ("Auslander Lied")
Finish Irish emotion words and find French emotion words.
Type written parts of the novel chapter, continue to next chapter.
Write some short stories about scary situations.
This is usually not something people do when war happens. They buy duct tape and plastic sheet, guns and bomb shelters, scotch and chocolate. They watch the news, cry, go on talk radio (or blogs).
But, somehow, I had this idea that I must do something with all people have said I have. For a long time, I didn't believe them. I guess I still wonder if I am good enough, I still wonder if this is worth it.
Now to do them before it is all over.
