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[taratemima]

Someone's post on crush cycles inspired me to write down my own crush cycles, which then cascaded into a discussion on relationships and fears about people. To summarize, I am afraid of meeting people I might like and going out with people I like because I am afraid they won't like me. They're so great, and I'm so boring, so what's the point? Don't even get me started on getting outside of the little, comfortable, but laden with bad memories social circles I am running in.

I also had a chipped tooth finally fall. It's weird, I will have to get implants soon if I want to smile wide.

I will transcribe it when I have time and might friends-lock it. Right now, I am getting a stereo jack for my headphones.