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I am a little peeved at two people I know, with lots of unanswered questions. I got the label of 'clingy' from them, and yeah, I have that. Or maybe I was wanting a closer friendship and they didn't have the guts to admit to me. I am more hurt by the not setting me straight, and not sure how to react to them the next time I see them.

I am not sure where I belong, what religious background to go to. The B'nei Noach don't want me because I am actively bisexual, I don't want kids at all, which punts me out of Judaism, and neo-paganism seems slapdash. Frankly I am too tired to start a panmonotheist philo-semitic feminist mystery cult (say that three times fast!).

Bursar is acting like fucks, and with no written proof of loan, classes are purged. I can only give the print-out from the Sallie Mae website, re-register, get a job close by, and see about after-graduation job, like I have before. My resume is available on the Monsterboard, if need be. :)

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I walk blindly,
but I'm just trying to do the right thing.
Stage left,
the jackal, proud and tight.
I poke around,
til the act is done.
I burn my fingers, burn my toes,
and dream of sleep.

I apologize a trillion times,
if I had a million dollars,
you can have it all,
if I should fall from grace from god.

Not my idea of a good time,
mental shock, distant reaction.

If you stayed, I'd only leave you,
the oldest swinger in town,
the girl with the kalieoscope eyes,
it's a glittering prize.

I was wrong to ever doubt,
sometimes you just don't come through,
the stars eat your body and the wind makes you cold.

I just know something good is going to happen.
Loved you once, don't love you anymore.

(This is composed entirely of randomly remembered song lyrics, due to a random complaint of poetry on the web looking like music lyrics. Guess them all and you get a cookie)