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Lateness, early morning bloody sadness, facing work after classes, complications with Symbolic Logic problems, and so much goddamn loneliness and so much fear of telling close friends the exact and complete nature. Or maybe all these people I miss are secondary, just convenient targets, stars in fantasies involving a theological lectures, blackberry jam, and . . .other stuff.

Ugh. I feel so tired. Who reads this shite anyway?

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Have I ever mention how completely nice my mom is? She didn't have to give me money, but she did. And I can be a complete bitch about giving people money. I don't deserve that, especially since I seem to come home late from running everywhere at once. I dream of being almost totally self-sufficent, and dealing with the feelings of suffocation I sometimes feel around my mom, but it is looking farther and farther off. I ever snap at her or avoid everyone. Sometimes, sometimes I am in a good mood.

I've got to go troop off for transcripts.

On another note, I forgot how much I like the Turtles until I remembered the lyrics for "You Didn't Have to Be So Nice."