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I hate the sound of my singing voice. It is something that I try to tell my voice teacher, but he insists it's getting better. I admit it feels better, with less effort and struggle. The problem is when I hear it, like when I am trying to record rough demos on a cassette machine in the media lab.

I am not sure whether it is because I am deliberately trying to keep it down so others can study, or if it is I am not really putting an effort into thinking about all the things related to technique, but I sound as whiny and trebly as I did when I started. I wish I had these rich, alto voices, but I have this whiny, weak, wailing little mezzo-soprano thing going. Or maybe I am being way too hard on myself.

Because of my last TB examination being cancelled, I got another TB detection shot. So far, nothing unusual. On Thursday, I'll have that orientation with Volunteer services, and start volunteering on Friday.

Ought to work more than 15 hours for two weeks, and I have the time. Just don't know if I can overcome this tendency to want to dawdle in my house/my school. Volunteer for an ADHD thing, even though not much of the H? Submitted my resume to a temp agency, but will they have jobs for the times I am free?

Oh, and wish me luck on my Wednesday exam in Symbolic Logic.