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Yahoo! Groups apparently have role playing groups based on the daily high school existence of weirdos everywhere. Choose a character, choose a subculture, describe yourself in all of your angst and pain, and butt heads with the cool kids. Brings back memories, man. Plus something called a Tarish Catholic rite thing, believing in Mary Magadelene as the latest incarnation of Ishtar. Hey, wait, didn't Jack Chick say something about the Roman Catholic Church being secretly a Babylonian goddess worship deal? Oh well. There is also a lot of 'droll at attractive goth chicks' groups, for fat and skinny chicks, if you are inclined. And Goth Nudists, too. As long as you keep the boots and jewelry on, you can be nude and goth. :) All this while trying to find and subscribe to jobgoth.

I do wish I could do a model UN of sorts for different religious folk in different subcultures. Pick a topic, debate for a week, move on.

Last night, I had a real hard time sleeping. Aching sense of emptiness and ennui, wishing to be loved and wondering if it will be enough. Shit it felt awful, no IMing could cure.

Work (again) in 45 minutes.