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Well, I am here at the Linguistics Institute, first time across the coast. I missed my hotel room, my dorm room, and ended spending Saturday night at an all-night dinner and the lobby of a Holiday Inn. Rooms are booked all summer weekends. Oh well, here I am with all I need, except for a student ID card. I am still sick, however, mostly sinus and voicebox-related.

So many questions about my love life: try again with Arik or not? Assume Sivan and I are better as friends or lovers? Reconnect with John, hash out problems that may be all in my head, or assume when I visit D.C., it will be without him.

Maybe I should just be celibate. Maybe I am just not socially-adept enough to hold on to a relationship.