I wonder if this is the bargaining stage of grief or what ?

The emotional rollercoaster of the last week is winding down, and now I am quietly freaking out about my finances.

I am worried about not being able to commute to the company's new location with what they pay me, much less save up for first and last month on an apartment nearby. I am worried about not being able to pay off my credit card bill or loan. I am worried I will have to stop taking voice lessons. I am worried about not being able to save up money.

I am applying for working for weekends, and I am thinking of working more hours at the job. I still wonder if even if I barely pay it off, I will be back to square one. At least I am keeping track on what I spend it on. Less snacks, less cabs, that seems to be part of it.