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good-bye web-page
Nov. 1st, 2001 01:18 pmI love how people delete me for using up bandwith, for not going on the message board, and not going to the members' area, when I rarely use, hate message boards, and sent a gift for a wish list and never got access to the members' area (even though that was one of the specific requests for access). Sent a letter asking if she got the book from her wishlist. Got the notice my account is being deleted instead.
Oh well, nothing I can do about it. I saved the page somewhere else. Let her delete it, I can't argue that I am paying for the mistakes of other people. If I didn't spend money to be able to submit writings for challenges, I wouldn't be so angry at the unfairness of it all. Now I can't submit anything.
Thus, why I no longer have a web page link.
I am too angry at the world as is. I have the rooms to clean, and my brother doesn't help because he is too busy playing on-line pool. Who fucking cares if I am the only one who cleans up when Mom isn't around? Who cares if I have plans this weekend? I want out, but I can't get out.
My youngest sister gives me shit about changing her shirt. I will get lectured for her mistakes--be it being late, wearing the same clothes as yesterday. She's eight, she should know better. Yep, more reasons not to have kids. I'd be liable to shoot people.
An application bounced because my free e-mail account sends spam. I AM TRYING TO FIND A JOB, NOT SEND YOU NEWS ABOUT MLM SCHEMES!!! I will have to send it through another e-mail.
I thought having a web page would be a great way to show off my writing, but now I just get no feedback there. It's all about webcams and flouncy design that seems too much of bother for someone can't draw and too concerned about access to the disabled. I'm tired. I maintained a page non-stop for 6 years, and I don't know if it's worth it. I have no interest in finding a 'free' domain, and I have no money to get my own. I suck as a link whore.
Now all this anger burning in me is making me tired and sad.
Oh well, nothing I can do about it. I saved the page somewhere else. Let her delete it, I can't argue that I am paying for the mistakes of other people. If I didn't spend money to be able to submit writings for challenges, I wouldn't be so angry at the unfairness of it all. Now I can't submit anything.
Thus, why I no longer have a web page link.
I am too angry at the world as is. I have the rooms to clean, and my brother doesn't help because he is too busy playing on-line pool. Who fucking cares if I am the only one who cleans up when Mom isn't around? Who cares if I have plans this weekend? I want out, but I can't get out.
My youngest sister gives me shit about changing her shirt. I will get lectured for her mistakes--be it being late, wearing the same clothes as yesterday. She's eight, she should know better. Yep, more reasons not to have kids. I'd be liable to shoot people.
An application bounced because my free e-mail account sends spam. I AM TRYING TO FIND A JOB, NOT SEND YOU NEWS ABOUT MLM SCHEMES!!! I will have to send it through another e-mail.
I thought having a web page would be a great way to show off my writing, but now I just get no feedback there. It's all about webcams and flouncy design that seems too much of bother for someone can't draw and too concerned about access to the disabled. I'm tired. I maintained a page non-stop for 6 years, and I don't know if it's worth it. I have no interest in finding a 'free' domain, and I have no money to get my own. I suck as a link whore.
Now all this anger burning in me is making me tired and sad.
