taratemima | Jan. 25th, 2002

Well, I'm getting over the sadness thing, Arik insists I need to learn to 'chill out a little,' which I really have no clue to do. I am working out a plan to go to a massage party, then hit Degu-fellow for a ride to Andover, help out at late events, sleep on the floor, then volunteer for Sunday morning. I will need to look at Andover commuter rail schedules for Sunday, however.

I had a dream last afternoon nap, that I had an older brother (like 30-something, red hair, scraggy) and a younger sister (8-year-old, fair skin and light brown hair, slender and shy) from two of my father's marriages, before my mom and after. My brothers and sisters from my mom went to visit the other siblings and we all went to a convention in Western Massachusetts.

Another dream, two girls and I went to a house party. I picked up book supposedly about the corruption of two sisters by two devil-worshippers and the devil-worshippers' just punishment. All through the book, there were these drawing of mutilated, twisted humans with strange features (like forked tongues, glowing eyes and a blue rose in the mouth with tentacles attached) reaching for release, or is it capture. I began to realize they were planning to do something terrible to one of the girls, a slender girl with shoulder-length blonde curly hair (perhaps the younger sister from the other dream now 16-18). The other girl, with long brown curly hair, and I held on to the blonde girl and walked as carefully down the stairs as we could.

Here are my latest quiz scores.