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Jun. 23rd, 2002 07:30 pmI could have seen Minority Report, but the projectionists at the theater were apparently locked out, with managers trying to do a 'three-minute repair' that ends up cancelling the movie.
Damn.
Four days, I met Conrad, even though I have met him at different local parties. I had a long talk about 'what exactly we wants.' I slept at his house, then I stay around Porter House, thinking about choices. Being afraid that one bad choice will lead me trapped, and thus, not chosing. Where do I look for work? What do I want to do? Should I go back to school and get a technical degree, despite owing a lot in loans? What do I want to do? What should I do for money? Should I just go into a cult so I can not worry about money or purpose.
Damn.
Four days, I met Conrad, even though I have met him at different local parties. I had a long talk about 'what exactly we wants.' I slept at his house, then I stay around Porter House, thinking about choices. Being afraid that one bad choice will lead me trapped, and thus, not chosing. Where do I look for work? What do I want to do? Should I go back to school and get a technical degree, despite owing a lot in loans? What do I want to do? What should I do for money? Should I just go into a cult so I can not worry about money or purpose.
