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The interview went okay. Just okay. She did appreciate the thank you e-mail I sent. I also asked Adecco for a letter of unemployment, and got pissed for the tenth or so time I saw that ad for CSRs. I could have been one, if I stuck it out at the stupid ass filing job. Or they might have not even tried to get me in, because the debit room needs me so much (say it in a gradually crescendo of sarcasm). If I am not good for mail room or CSR or administrative assistant, if I have too little experience or not enough of the right experience, if I cannot get my works published for love or money, then what am I good at? What am I here for anyway?

So I had something deep, thinking obviously about some issues, but I cannot remember them. It seems like I really write is the whole job search. Maybe it is all a cover for feeling directionless.