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I've been reading too much about the news. After a while, after all the reading, all the cut and pasting, all the typing, it sounds way too incoherant. Meanwhile, even though I am tired, I am up, writing this, originally was planning research. I get so easily distracted and I am not sure. My passion is for this: hopping from link to link, finding connections. It's not for filling out forms and forms, although they are connected to a name, a medicial history, a need. It doesn't mean I can keep my eyes open.

Yet, I can't find a job like what I do too late into the night. I don't know how.

( incoherant ranting about current war here )