Random, because I am about to fall over

The only three things I can to think to give a pithy statement of my beliefs (because contrary to what I write, I am a little scared that I will misuse 'ontology' in a sentence):

People are not things.
Test until destruction. What lasts the longest stays.
The past has a vote, not a veto.

Anyway, I've been sleeping poorly as of late. Like four hours poorly. I got most of my gifts purchased. I did get over a hump in writing, and celebrated by having pumpkin ravoli. Before that, I went to a weekly coffee. It brought back a lot of insecurities I had. However, I did not feel them as intensely. It was more of a 'oh, ow'.

The people I'm trying to say 'hello' and 'goodbye' to not seeing me; the cute busy and people I am sure would never pay attention to me; and the ambient noise making hard to hear and join conversations. Yeah, all I need is a band and we got an emo song. Bleh. I just read the newspaper and try not to let it get to me.

I also have not been eating healthy. OK, so nobody is going to freak out over a cheeseburger and fries for lunch, but I know I can do better.

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