banging my head against the wall
Jul. 3rd, 2004 04:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
taratemimaNotes written before I take off.
The person who talked to about the weird fic/comic idea is not around.
I just mailed my letter to the FBI, but most of the novel is stalled until then.
The person who talked about illustrating the fairy comic book is not around.
No one responded to the stories I posted on the Unknown Armies site yet.
OTOH, I am going out for dinner and a movie. There was a barbeque across the apartment, but my sister thought my shirt was too threadbare. I decided I rather not go anyway. I tend to be stubborn when things are suggested to me by my family: get a new bra, wear a different shirt. There is no middle ground for me when I am with my family. I either freak out about everything I wear and say or get sloppy and careless. Be quiet or snap at people. It annoys me. It feels like they assume if they didn't nag, I'd be out in the world, dirty, in shabby clothes and drolling.
(Although I do need some summer clothes and a good bra. Mom is suggesting breast reduction again. I understand her concern, but I need to move more and lose weight before I can do that).
The person who talked to about the weird fic/comic idea is not around.
I just mailed my letter to the FBI, but most of the novel is stalled until then.
The person who talked about illustrating the fairy comic book is not around.
No one responded to the stories I posted on the Unknown Armies site yet.
OTOH, I am going out for dinner and a movie. There was a barbeque across the apartment, but my sister thought my shirt was too threadbare. I decided I rather not go anyway. I tend to be stubborn when things are suggested to me by my family: get a new bra, wear a different shirt. There is no middle ground for me when I am with my family. I either freak out about everything I wear and say or get sloppy and careless. Be quiet or snap at people. It annoys me. It feels like they assume if they didn't nag, I'd be out in the world, dirty, in shabby clothes and drolling.
(Although I do need some summer clothes and a good bra. Mom is suggesting breast reduction again. I understand her concern, but I need to move more and lose weight before I can do that).
