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taratemimaThings I'm afraid of:
mediocrity
my anger
cobras
mental degeneration
people misunderstanding me
me misunderstanding other people
groups of young men
Things that make me laugh:
rainbows
Monty Python
bad movies
lots of people wearning lots of tie dye (I laughed manically when passing a pre-Grateful Dead concert gathering)
sleazy FPS stories
hair metal
Discordians
Things that make me cry:
hopelessness
songs of love lost
other people suffering
in-group fighting
missed opportunities
being tormented as a middle-schooler
realizing I could complete a lot more if I had the funds, concentration, and social skills to do it.
Things I love:
night
Diet Dr. Pepper
Sivan
John
showers
writing
singing
Things I don't understand:
myself
human nature
quantum physics
my cycles of arousal
algorithm theory
technical aspects of artifical intelligence implementation
Semitic languages
Things on my desk:
papers
more papers
candle
papers, yep.
pens
diskettes
I mentioned papers, right?
Right now I am:
silent
full
typing my journal
in good health
in Janesville, WI.
feeling like I ignored and used John throughout the trip in DC, and wondering whether to make up for it or just wait for him to initate conversation.
feeling the oddest, heaviest ache in my heart
Facts about me:
I am 5'2
People think I am pretty
People are in love and attracted to me, but I don't know why I am not enjoying it.
My dominant hand in right, but I can do some things with my left exclusively, like sew.
I plan to go to the Linguistics Institute for classes in prosody, psycholinguistics, and phonetics. Before that, I want to record a rough demo of songs I've written.
I am clumsy
I am a visual and abstract thinker
I prefer the colors of berries
Things to do before I die:
publish a novel
record an album--preferably with my lyrics and poems, with the accompaniment being a mixture of Celtic folk-rock, neo-psychedelica, and gothic-industrial with heavy emphasis on group singing.
work in something involving natural language processing
do research in something involving music and language
figure out how to regulate my moods
live for something that doesn't fade or try to make me normal.
mediocrity
my anger
cobras
mental degeneration
people misunderstanding me
me misunderstanding other people
groups of young men
Things that make me laugh:
rainbows
Monty Python
bad movies
lots of people wearning lots of tie dye (I laughed manically when passing a pre-Grateful Dead concert gathering)
sleazy FPS stories
hair metal
Discordians
Things that make me cry:
hopelessness
songs of love lost
other people suffering
in-group fighting
missed opportunities
being tormented as a middle-schooler
realizing I could complete a lot more if I had the funds, concentration, and social skills to do it.
Things I love:
night
Diet Dr. Pepper
Sivan
John
showers
writing
singing
Things I don't understand:
myself
human nature
quantum physics
my cycles of arousal
algorithm theory
technical aspects of artifical intelligence implementation
Semitic languages
Things on my desk:
papers
more papers
candle
papers, yep.
pens
diskettes
I mentioned papers, right?
Right now I am:
silent
full
typing my journal
in good health
in Janesville, WI.
feeling like I ignored and used John throughout the trip in DC, and wondering whether to make up for it or just wait for him to initate conversation.
feeling the oddest, heaviest ache in my heart
Facts about me:
I am 5'2
People think I am pretty
People are in love and attracted to me, but I don't know why I am not enjoying it.
My dominant hand in right, but I can do some things with my left exclusively, like sew.
I plan to go to the Linguistics Institute for classes in prosody, psycholinguistics, and phonetics. Before that, I want to record a rough demo of songs I've written.
I am clumsy
I am a visual and abstract thinker
I prefer the colors of berries
Things to do before I die:
publish a novel
record an album--preferably with my lyrics and poems, with the accompaniment being a mixture of Celtic folk-rock, neo-psychedelica, and gothic-industrial with heavy emphasis on group singing.
work in something involving natural language processing
do research in something involving music and language
figure out how to regulate my moods
live for something that doesn't fade or try to make me normal.
