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Apr. 10th, 2006 08:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
taratemimaRegular exercise feels good. However, I still feel sleepy.
I spent more than I thought. Like negative balance. This means that I will not be able to pay off my credit card in May like I planned. I am kicking myself. I will need to keep a transaction register up. This along with my food and exercise diary. So much paper wasted because of my lousy short-term memory.
So much opportunity wasted. No wonder I went for that bowl of chicken corn chili. I've been trying to eat away my disappointment, frustration, and loneliness. It never works.
Edit: And I keep beating myself over it. I'm going to have to take out my savings. I was planning to pay off my credit card with it. Now I cannot. I still haven't heard back from the people I interviewed. I'm going to call them, even I know the answer. No. No reason why. No way of feeling good around people with actual careers.
I'm trying to nail down plans for tickets, but then nothing.
Lousy early bed-time and even screwing that. Really, I'm nodding off and zoning out, but writing.
I spent more than I thought. Like negative balance. This means that I will not be able to pay off my credit card in May like I planned. I am kicking myself. I will need to keep a transaction register up. This along with my food and exercise diary. So much paper wasted because of my lousy short-term memory.
So much opportunity wasted. No wonder I went for that bowl of chicken corn chili. I've been trying to eat away my disappointment, frustration, and loneliness. It never works.
Edit: And I keep beating myself over it. I'm going to have to take out my savings. I was planning to pay off my credit card with it. Now I cannot. I still haven't heard back from the people I interviewed. I'm going to call them, even I know the answer. No. No reason why. No way of feeling good around people with actual careers.
I'm trying to nail down plans for tickets, but then nothing.
Lousy early bed-time and even screwing that. Really, I'm nodding off and zoning out, but writing.
