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Aug. 14th, 2001 11:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
taratemimaEmptiness. Heaviness. Loneliness. No work, no purpose. My brother missed Radiohead. I hoped he would go even if I couldn't. I cannot escape. I cannot write. Despite getting books from Diskovery, I cannot be inspired or happy. I cannot do anything, but watch my sister and drag her along things. I did not give birth to her, I am angry about watching her, but I am even more angry about her clinging to Mom. What can I do?
My brother is a slug, who doesn't work or go to school, yells about how much he hates this house, but does nothing. I cannot think of how to motivate him, and screaming "James, do something with your life, you lazy jerk" ain't exactly motivational speaking.
I had plans--save up for an apartment December, be with Sivan. But I have no idea if I am even doing anything.
My brother is a slug, who doesn't work or go to school, yells about how much he hates this house, but does nothing. I cannot think of how to motivate him, and screaming "James, do something with your life, you lazy jerk" ain't exactly motivational speaking.
I had plans--save up for an apartment December, be with Sivan. But I have no idea if I am even doing anything.
