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Aug. 27th, 2001 05:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
taratemimaMy youngest has no idea who she is taking, their parents aren't sure if they want their kid to go, and at this point, I am ready to say "Our brother is going to have your friend's ticket." Meanwhile, I have a stomachache.
Friday, I went to a sing-a-long, and brayed badly. Saturday, I got the tickets, got a room. I am still working part-time, and I wonder what I ought to do. My novel is still on hold, so is the comic book, because I cannot think of anything more to write. I cannot sleep until late in the morning, sometimes going on weird obsessive jaunts like, say, reviving my old obsession with White Wolf and find out to make different supernatural and human characters [1]. Oof. It is just wrong--I ought to have something coherant. I ought to finish my paper on the LSA Institute. Why can't I sleep at normal hours? Why can't I write anything? Should I get another part time job? Then what for, if I don't know where the company is moving? Do I even want that? What do I want?
[1] WW geeking ahead, y'all. If there is one thing I pride myself on, it is being a 'non-twink from hell,' as someone in a Werewolf MUSH once called me. I tend to make my characters more having interests that round out their personalities, along with some decent Merits and Flaws, not necessarily making them 'super-powered.' If they are 'super-powered,' that is, 5th generation with high levels of Disciplines, a Master with at least one Level Five Sphere, I often like to put in kinks that make them not so perfect. I mean, with a highly powered Sanctum, you'd spend a lot of time in your own literal world. How much contact would you have with the mundanes? That has got to be worth some flaws (Anachornism comes to mind, with some psychologically related Flaws, perhaps). What motivated him to get that high, and how has he changed in the process?
Friday, I went to a sing-a-long, and brayed badly. Saturday, I got the tickets, got a room. I am still working part-time, and I wonder what I ought to do. My novel is still on hold, so is the comic book, because I cannot think of anything more to write. I cannot sleep until late in the morning, sometimes going on weird obsessive jaunts like, say, reviving my old obsession with White Wolf and find out to make different supernatural and human characters [1]. Oof. It is just wrong--I ought to have something coherant. I ought to finish my paper on the LSA Institute. Why can't I sleep at normal hours? Why can't I write anything? Should I get another part time job? Then what for, if I don't know where the company is moving? Do I even want that? What do I want?
[1] WW geeking ahead, y'all. If there is one thing I pride myself on, it is being a 'non-twink from hell,' as someone in a Werewolf MUSH once called me. I tend to make my characters more having interests that round out their personalities, along with some decent Merits and Flaws, not necessarily making them 'super-powered.' If they are 'super-powered,' that is, 5th generation with high levels of Disciplines, a Master with at least one Level Five Sphere, I often like to put in kinks that make them not so perfect. I mean, with a highly powered Sanctum, you'd spend a lot of time in your own literal world. How much contact would you have with the mundanes? That has got to be worth some flaws (Anachornism comes to mind, with some psychologically related Flaws, perhaps). What motivated him to get that high, and how has he changed in the process?
