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[taratemima]

I realize today that meditation/praying again is actually easier for me than I thought. Everyday, I key claims, even when I want to run like hell. I am here for the pay, I do the work as best as I can, and keep going even if I am not 'high enough' or 'good enough'.

So sitting with myself, letting my monkey brain wear itself out, may actually be helpful. I don't think I could become an expert, but I will do that. That will be enough.