I hate nights like this

[taratemima]

I'm lonely. I want someone to talk to. There is no one I feel comfortable e-mailing. Calling is too far away, and too iffy.

I get jealous of certain people's friends list. I guess the only cliche of 'to have a friend, you have to be a friend' will be invoked. Fuck it. This is punishment for trying to get too close too fast to some people. I should have never even tried.